Sunday, July 02, 2006

The First 25 Years

What a roller-coaster of a night. BestFriend made out with Chrissy and by the end of the night I'm the one who feels like shit. In my short time here, this DramaQueen has hurt more people than one should in a whole lifetime. I was asked, "how can you look someone in the eyes and lie to them?" That's the million dollar question. I don't know. The words just come out and they are blatant lies. I'm not saying I don't know what I'm doing more like I don't know why I'm doing it. People are so accepting of the truth but for some reason I think it would be better to lie.

I don't know what to say. I'm sorry for all the pain that I've caused. I'm sorry for not trusting you the way you trusted me. I'm sorry for abusing the trust I had. Finally, I'm sorry I could speak up and actually tell you this.

1 comment:

LaceyLou said...

Isn't if funny that you are the one that wants everyone else to be honest?