ISO-lation No More...

I put in my two weeks at ISO-lation-DISC today. I have accepted a new position closer to civilization. I can't believe that I'll be moving on. It is scary and exciting at the same time. This has been my first real job. I was extremely sad when I told my boss about it. She has really been great - I doubt I would have been here as long as I have if it wasn't for her. I don't know which would have come first... the firing or storming out...

So anyway... my last day here is May 18th.

: )

Thought of the Day
I'm moving on up (moving on up)... to the Eastside...

Jeckel & Hyde

KCGirl and I have fought all weekend long. I don't understand...
How is this all supposed to work? I guess you could say that this DramaQueen is not experienced at the "long" term relationship. Is it me? Am I bad at this? Where is my "What-is-the-correct-answer-in-this-potentially-explosive-situation" Magic 8 Ball?

How do people do this for their entire lives? I am frazzled after 24 hours of this shit...
Maybe that's the trick... the people that stay forever aren't the couple that never fight... they're the couple who know how to avoid them...

Thought of the Day
I think I understand, follow me
And you will never have to wish again

Let the Games Begin...

On Monday I went and did something that I think just about everyone I know has told me to do for the last 5 years. I went and signed my retainer to begin custody procedures for PrincessNic.

I am freakin' out!

I have this awful feeling that this is going to get really ugly. I am anticipating some heavy babymama drama...

Thought of the Day
The Sun doesn't give the light to the moon expecting the moon's going to owe it one...

Say Awww....

Today I took PrincessNic to the... dentist (que the ominous music).

She was crazy nervous! But as soon as she got in there she was a champ. As a future Drama Queen she recognizes the importance of good dental hygiene.

The dentist only found one thing... a small cavity. This is odd because Babymama told me it was "silly" to take her to the dentist because she has taken her a few months back. But... get this... she was surprised to here she had a cavity. Moral of the story... (I tried to think of something witty and smug but I'll I could come up with was...) Don't Lie.

Thought of the Day
Tonight, We're gonna set this record right,
Confess, come and get it all off your chest

Bitter Taste...

Last week something happened to me that I don't think has ever happened before... I failed something. I can't think of a single thing that I have failed at... until this. Talk about a kick to the stomach.

Well the good news is that I get a second try at it. I guess I better get to studying huh?

In other news, I got an interesting email the other day. It has my interested peaked.

Thought of the Day
I know that I've got issues but you're pretty messed up too.

Bitch Fight

Oh what night... Thought I would enjoy a nice relaxing evening with the neighbors. We all started the night at O'Leavers. Nice place... if you don't mind the open sewage pipe where (I hope) a toilet once stood but is now (oddly) missing.



So, for some strange reason everyone wanted to move on to another bar. Everyone decided on Connections (I was not included in everyone... apparently). It was nice, relaxed, and laid back... until one girl started beating the shit out of this other girl. One of the girls ended cutting open her forehead and was bleeding all over the place... 6 cops were called... needless to say it was an exciting night.

Thought of the Day
Mr. Jones wishes he was someone just a little more funky.

The Breaking Point...

There are times when I don't know why I go get PrincessNic from Babymama's. Tonight is one of those nights. She misses Babymama so much that she cries almost immediately after we leave. She is now crying in her room because at Babymama's she sleeps with her every night and here she sleeps alone. How can I compete... she's 4 1/2... who at that age wouldn't want to sleep with mom or dad every night? I want to cry with her... I want to cry and tell her I am sorry... I am sorry she misses her mom so much that she is driven to tears...

I hope some day you'll understand...

Thought of the Day
Where is the light at the end of my tunnel?